I've been so Tired lately.
my hands were shaking again earlier. they stopped when i was doing something but it comes back when i sit down. i don’t like that part
The father told me again i should eat more, i said i would
i tried tonight but i just wasn’t hungry. it feels wrong somehow to force it when there’s nothing there. i don’t know how to explain that properly
I know he means well. that almost makes it worse because i don’t want to do it wrong again, I feel bad because I know they all care but I can't force it
i didn’t use to think about things like this so much
but my hair keeps coming out more when i brush it, i don't like that, my face looks tired even when i don’t feel like i am.
it’s easier when i have something to do. it’s quieter then
I think tomorrow will be busy again, it's Easter soon
that’s good
i’ll try to sleep properly now